i'm content with life right now. i don't think i'm happy but i am in a state where i'm not feeling negativity much

have had a few strange dreams. one was my ex texting me about something, can't remember what. the other was my dealer getting a hod of and selling me some ketamine. i forgot i wanted to do ket for a while, but now it's back in my conscious thoughts. i forget the rest. i think one was about being back at college. kinda hard to remeber them. they come back sometimes in deja vu moments

i never made a summer playlist to keep track of what i've been listening to for the past few months and now i can't remember. i knew i should've made it sooner. didn't realize how fast it all went by until i saw it was august first

grammarly keeps reminding me that it's not checking blogger. i wish it would stop

i'm gonna start packing my suitcase now. will make things easier in the coming future