i asked my dad if he thinks a hat trick that relies on a penalty goal is a 'real hat trick' and he said yes. he said that it requires staying calm and not overthinking due to nerves and missing. i don't like that answer. this isn't a knock against cristiano. i would say the same thing for anyone that scored a hat trick like that. even in hockey when a player uses an empty net goal to get a hat trick, i don't really count it. like sure they are hat tricks. three goals were scored. but it isn't the same as three in-play goals being scored. i don't know. i've decided that since the world cup is on i will pivot and become soccer obsessed again for the next month

my friends are all getting jobs and it's great but it makes me anxious cause i fear i won't find one but who knows

the past couple days i've been eating a large dinner and falling asleep before nine. as a result i have't had much time for anything. today's the first day i don't do that. i finished my playlist finally. i posted it on twitter. i think it's good, but i do feel it was held back by my limited memory of songs/artists that would fit the theme