it snowed today. it was a combination of snow and sleet, but it ultimately didn't matter because once it collected on surfaces, it quickly froze over into ice. wasn't much to play with. took my dog out for her second white winter day. she seemed to enjoy it. started worrying about her feet so i took her back inside after ~10 minutes. the whole city essentially shut down. i had gone to the galleria to maybe buy some shoes or gloves and get some canes. when i got there everything was closed. i though it was just everyone being silly about the icy roads and cold temperature, but apparently the galleria closes at 3pm every tuesday. which makes very little sense to me. didn't buy anything. went straight home since the metro was shutting down by 5:30

this guy on the bus was asking people to borrow their phones and everyone before me said no to him. i decided to be nice and lent it to him. his hands were very rough and dry, which bothered me. after he gave my phone back he asked me for money. i told him i didn't have cash, only card. or "plastic" as he described it. (might use that more) he asked where i was getting off. i told him the galleria and he said he was too. then asked me to buy him food. i said i didn't have money, that i was a student. he said he was a veteran. annoyed, i told him i didn't owe him anything. he agreed but then kept persisting i buy him food. i said i was sorry and that i didn't have money to give away. he told me to not say that i was sorry, something along the lines of "where i'm from the only people that say sorry are pussies". so i told him, he was right; i'm not sorry and i wasn't going to buy him food and to leave me alone. then i put on my headphones and looked out the window. i think i could've handled that better, but i was annoyed. i was nice to him and he was punishing me for it, i felt. gosh i hate telling people who have less than me no

whenever i take melatonin supplements i dream more that night. sounds like a good thing, but then i also sleep in like crazy so the positive light the dreaming shines on them dims quickly

working on a playlist for eduardo. at least, i'm thinking of making one. having trouble knowing where to start

my browser's zoom is always set at 150% which makes me think it's more than it should be, but when i lower it to 100%, it looks too small. i think i'm going crazy

still need to get some canes tho

if any one my friends die, err, um, when any of my friends die, i will make a limited runs of tshirts of them. i commit to this idea

i've committed to daily blogging (on this blog) for over two months now. i cant even commit to brushing my teeth twice daily for two months. i am a dirtbag! (just kidding) but i do need to pay better attention to my hygiene. gonna get into this skincare routine thing, maybe my life will improve, even marginally, because of it