i got the issue from last night settled out. been feeling better since

melatonin pill had me sleeping well

i forgot to pack a lunch so all i had to eat today from 9am - 7pm was a concha and a coke. lots of water too

i was clearing all the notifications on my phone, and one of them was on netflix. i opened the app but it asked me to sign in. it kept telling me the info was wrong so i went back through the old messages i had saved looking for the user and password. it wouldn't work. i checked on my laptop and that was logged out too. turns out, that after ~2 years, rebekah finally changed the login info and hit sign out of all devices. a hostile move, i think. she could've just asked me to not use it. at least i got to finish planet earth 2, of which the first episode, the islands one, was my favorite. was spiraling for a bit, but my sister gave me her login info. i don't even use it that much but whatever, had to happen at some point. the end of an era i guess. it had become a joke between me and my friends. how i was still using my ex's netflix

took me forever to realize how emotionally abusive she was. took brutal honesty with myself to acknowledge it, but i've been better since. still have difficulty trusting people though, but i have been working on that

i saw the new jumanji movie. it was surprisingly not bad. i liked how the female character turned into a male character in the game. it's usually the other way around, so it was refreshing. apart from that it really stuck to pg-13 humor, which was also a "breath of fresh air" from all the crude comedies i'd grown weary of. i recommend

when i was on shrooms, i saw someone's before and after pictures showing their weight loss, which got me thinking, has anyone posted a before and after but showing weight gain instead? like showing how they've gotten fatter? i'm sure someone has, but i haven't seen it. i though the notion of this was hilarious

this tps situation for salvadorans sucks and i wish i could do something. like, i wish i could give one of them my life, which includes my family, job, education, friends, etc. i think they would appreciate it more

can i finish 4 books in a week? i'll have to if i don't want to return them halfway read