the next semester starts in about two weeks. yikes. my classes are fine, not looking forward to the 8am i have, but atleast i dont have anything on thursdays (yet). i need to buy a hoodie. might hit up some goodwills, family thrift centers, or salvation armies this weekend in search of one. i'm drunk and don't feel like typing this right now, especially since i'm doing it on my phone

this part and forward was added after the fact. it's past midnight and i hope it doesn't change the date of the post

andrea sent me this vine of a kid named kevin hitting someone with a pillow. a friend and the guy being hit told kevin to watch for a light. kevin stopped swinging, the camera zooms in on him, then he purposefully swings again at the light, shattering it, before following through and hitting the guy. the more i watched it the funnier it got. i related to it. that's me when it comes to self destructive behavior

i weighed myself and i'm still 147 ish. what gives? i should be at 140 by now. i don't think i'm finishing any more books this week. seemds impossible to finish something in two day when considering i haven't really gotten to read since i've been home. this fortnite video game is kinda fun. i don't like to spend too much time playing video games, seems like a waste, but this one is okay for like 30 minutes. gonna start drinking a raw egg tomorrow. probably. maybe not. while driving back from galveston, i almost told my mother that i've been depressed for years, but refrained. was thinking about that tweet i saw about getting a "merry christmas, hope all is well" text for your ex ready. i didn't consider that leading up to christmas. good, i think. the last text, similar to that one, at least in idea, was when i texted my ex telling her i hoped all was well (ha) just before, or right at the beginning of hurricane harvey. i was drunk in new york at the time. emotions were a wreck due to other issues. anyway a large part of why i did that was because i was worried about her dogs

i haven't made a top albums of the year list since 2016. or 2015. don't think i'll make one for this year. and even if i did, the only ones that matter are playboi carti and sufjan stevens

remembered suddenly that mcdonalds used to sell wings or something wing-adjacent. it felt like it was a couple, maybe three, years ago, but the article i found on it was published in 2013. close to five years ago. wild