okay so a friend had told me i should see brockhampton with them in january here in houston. i was tentative at the time because i had already bought a ticket to see them in philly and the houston date was the day classes resumed. today i decided why not and messaged them to figure of if they were still going. turns out ticket prices are ridiculous now and they're gonna wait for the next show. i am disappointed, not gonna lie. maybe i'll still go. but i cant justify dropping at least another 60$ on them, seeing as i'll watch them exactly two weeks later

lets see i umm did half my laundry. cleaned my room. that's about it

didn't panic at the neon indian show

it's getting harder and harder to justify any sort of purchase. which is good. less materialistic or whatever

i used to want to be able to not sleep, but increasingly that's all i want to do. sleep, eat, read, sleep again. i want to try oat and pecan milk. i've grown to not hate soy milk. i blame the hot chocolates from school. these cats, my managers, better give me good recommendations. i always remember to feed the and water them. well not "water them" that makes it seem like they're plants. but i do give them water. i think i'd enjoy spending more time waiting for music. like the time it would take for the cd to be read, and those seconds between sipping songs. fumbling for another album. sounds peaceful. the new metro cards look nice. they're a bright red with bus/rail route graphics on it

i found myself recollecting on who i've "made out" with. turns out they've all been leos (astrologically speaking). i'm sure there's something to be said about that, but i don't know what

my neighbor has a rooster that crows every night between 2-2:30 am. my window is the closest to this neighbor. the person also has a duck or ducks that quack in the morning, around the time the sun is coming up. i think the ducks stole the roosters job. no good water fowl. stealing jobs and shit. waking me up with their quacks

had three biscotti for lunch and felt a little sick after. these were donated biscotti by the way, but they were wrapped so i figured i'd be fine. haven't been eating lunch this week so i think it was more related to that. tomorrow is the mass bike ride but i probably won't do it. not because it's cold, though it is half the temperature this week than it was last week (80 degrees to 40 degrees). i just haven't been feeling up to do anything as of late. can barely make myself get to work, adding a 2 hour bike ride after wont help