spent a good deal of time listening to neutral milk hotel - glue. it's a good song. it started playing while i walked back from the library. the temperature dropped tonight, hitting a low of mid-twenties. couple that with a walk and you get good conditions for being sad. there's a part in it, the "she loves me" is sung similarly to "until she shines" from their song, naomi. netlfix surprised me with a second season to "easy". watched the first couple episodes. would say they keep the same vibe going from the first season. shouldn't take too long to finish

while thinking about how i am going home in a couple weeks, i realized that i'll be seeing my dog for the first time since august. when i left for the north east, my goodbye to her was rather unceremonious. we left late at night, and she had fallen asleep by then. i failed to remember to check on her anyway. i didn't realize i left without saying goodbye until we were well out of houston city limits. i don't think it's wrong for me to think that she may not remember me when i get home, but i find it unlikely. she would always be there, on the porch, whenever i got home from work. she would greet me after my bike or bus ride. i think after all those times she's licked me on the front porch, she's get a good reading of me for her memory. i'm sure they still put her outside around that time of the day, which makes me a little sad. what if she's still waiting for me, everyday, aroung 6:30pm? that would break my heart. can't wait to see her. wonder how much bigger or hairier she's gotten. also want to see bailey, my friend's dog

i got my hair cut today. felt that it was necessary, since it had gotten out of control and the performance loomed over me. had to look better for it, or at least i convinced myself that i do. it was refreshing to no longer carry all that hair around. overall been feeling a bit empty as of late. this hair thing is just another one of those fabricated crises that i gift myself. i'll come up with more before it's time for me to leave. probably at the airport too, if i'm being honest