i stopped by the record store and picked up the sufjan stevens single that has the blue bucket of gold (live) and hotline bling cover. when i failed to preorder it in october i was upset, almost distraught. adam managed to order that and the new outtakes album that just came out. i have a fair amount of his discography on wax already. looking forward to having more. its one of the few things i gladly spend money on

when i woke up this morning, i had a strong urge to listen to "xo tour lif3" by lil uzi vert. went on the have it on repeat for at least an hour

dreamt someone i don't talk to anymore was going to "study abroad" in budapest. pretty odd dream. not sure what it means. can't even remember any importance budapest has had in my life. maybe it has something to do with the grand budapest hotel (2015)? i did love that movie when it was released, but i don't see why that would cause budapest to suddenly appear in my dream though. weird

i have this toothache in the back, right molars. have been purposefully chewing with that side of my mouth in an attempt to get the pain to go away. my thought process behind that is that if i expose it to the pain consistently, then the mouth will adjust to make the pain less noticeable. don't think it's working. feels like the world is against me

i keep getting made a co-host for parties we have a fb event for (any parties?) i think this is a way of getting me to be more involved with the frat stuff. possibly to carry the torch of hosting events starting next year. i don't have a problem with it, just wondering if my observation is on target