has anyone made an alternate cover to a brockhampton album using a picture of tobias funke (from arrested development)? i think i might make that tonight. or at least try to. i seem to have time on my hands

i ate approximately seven slices of whole grain bread and i felt that it was too much. i think i'm at-risk of an eating disorder. been so since the summer. i seem to entertain unhealthy eating habits so i only really have myself to blame

today in self destructive behavior, i biked home half drunk in light rain and slick roads. i believe helmets are for losers or people who have something worthwhile protecting. thought about getting knocked off by a car and losing some of my memories. would be strange looking at people, their faces and voices appearing soo foreign, while in reality i've known them for a while. i think it would hurt them more than me. i think it speaks to the fear of being forgotten. that is a thing right? i'm sure it has its own phobia-suffixed word. i'm gonna have to get a helmet anyways if i get this delivery job so i probably wont have to deal with that. i want to delete or suspend(?) social media for a while again. i think it's often a major cause for my feeling of hopelessness but i can't ever pinpoint why that is exactly. idk i probably wont since there's this one person who i follow whose posts i enjoy. i even have post notifications on for them. i think that is enough to keep me from "cutting the cord" so to speak. that's not the right idiom, but it gets my point across

finished hbo's vice principals. overall it was a good show. very entertaining. not sure i'd recommend it. the person who recommended it to me kept bothering me, asking if i'd finished it. each time i said no for legitimate reasons, but it got annoying quickly. now i have that sentiment when i think of it, so it clouds how i feel for it