gonna calculate the days since i last did something. i did this earlier this year, but i feel it's about that time again. i'll do it closer to the end date of this blog. that was one of the categories. days since i started blogging. the others were since i last smoked a cigarette, since i killed someone, which hasn't happened, so the counter is basically the number of days i've been alive. gonna throw in the days since last drinking soda, since that's something i was thinking a lot about today. it's close to two months. four days shy. it doesn't really feel like it's been that long. i feel like not drinking would feel longer. i got over it after a couple weeks. i still want a soda here and there, when i'm feeling particularly bad.

julia is surprised i didn't dislike this one kid's poem even though it was very simple. teach line was an average of three words and it didn't really entertain full-length ideas. and i guess that's why i liked it. the person didn't include adverbs. thank god. and their absence is what made it more appealing. i don't think the poem is great. but i didn't dislike it. i saw what they were going for

been having a hard time meeting with people for this article. there is no information about the club anywhere and they've all been busy and it's a bit stressful. it's making me dislike the organization. like, they exist, but not really. if the only people that know about them are the people who hold positions, then that's not good. regardless, i probably wouldn't go to their events simply because i would rather lie in bed than go hangout with people i don't know and pretend heritage somehow ties me to them or something. i cold also just be irritable because i haven't eaten all day

i had a white hair earlier this week. it was long