another wasted sunday. i realized too late that i had work that was due last week. i'm not going to do it tonight

kim and i ordered pizza last night while drunk. i ate three slices. i didn't wake up feeling gross

went to the woods for about an hour. found a banana on a tree. it wasn't a banana tree. someone had placed a ripe, yellow one on there. i thought about eating it. the peel seemed in tact. i decided against it. on the way back, i saw a bunch of lanternflies on the side of a building. i try to kill all the ones i see. as i mentioned before. i spent a good amount of time stomping them. they would fly from the side of the building directly onto the ground. it stunned them for a few seconds, which is when i would squish them. i wouldn't have done it if others could see me. i'd feel too self conscious. but since i knew i was basically alone, i 'went to town'

last night, i was in someone room while at a party. this girl walks in an starts talking to sam, this other girl i was with. essentially this stranger was like, awkwardly explaining, or, apologizing, about being close friends with sam's boyfriend. which, is an odd thing to do. a few others and i were there listening to what was going on. it's nothing terribly important. not even interesting. it was just strange. i hope i don't do that kind of stuff while drunk. hold awkward conversations about non-issues. i try not to hold conversations at all