i've gotten really lazy with these posts and it's not like i have a good excuse for it. i just haven't really felt like writing them out. it's making me question the use of this blog anymore. sure getting to a year's worth of posts is cool, but if it's no longer serving a purpose and is becoming more of a chore, then why continue? it did serve a purpose when i started it and for the first few months. it was nice to write things out. but now between work and everything else, i no longer feel like sitting at my computer for a while just typing this out. i'm growing a bit indifferent to it is all. i'm hoping it's just a phase

i've been listening to the song 'too good' by drake a lot, but only to hear ten seconds of it. i like the part from two minutes and eighteen seconds to two minutes and twenty eight seconds. i heard it in a video on instagram and thought it was nice

that ar-fifteen girl challenged the parkland guy to arm wrestle over gun rights and of course the guy isn't going to accept because he's afraid to lose to a girl. fragile masculinity (just kidding!)

hung artwork for this weekend's show. should be fun. am contemplating going to agora to drink coffee and stuff. i'm at the library and i feel it could be fun. i have my bike with me and it would mark the first time i spend money this week. so that's making me second guess that. i don't want to ride there. the roads and drivers are bad. and i'm hungry so coffee shouldn't replace that. will probably just go home

sometimes i think i should make more frineds here in houston but then i remember that i have met many people but i've never cared to actually try and befriend them. plus i don't intend on living here too much longer so it ultimately wouldn't matter. (was that last bit prosodic?)