look,, i've been really bad about these blog posts this past week. mostly due to finals and exhaustion. in some part becasue of laziness. i just want to set the record clear that i will be doing a better job of it now. i have more time. i have less pressing issues. less stressed. etcetera. maybe now they'll shift focus back to being about my thoughts and stuff instead of just an arhcive of what i did that day (or what i remember i did that day)

thinking about submitting something to an online lit mag again. i just want validation! but i know that if it gets rejected (the more likely outcome) i will be a bit disheartened again. so it goes

i tried looking for the maximum account balance you can have while still being able to check out books from the houston library but i cant find it online. i guess i could ask but then i would out myself as a debter. i could try to check them out but what if the people at the front notice? i guess i don't need these books right now

thinking a lot about whose and what art i should allow myself to enjoy

think i might stop by agora and just drink a lot of coffee instead of eating or whatever. just seems like a fun thing to do. i don't know