i woke up later than i wanted to, so i wasn't really able to do much. i got high before i boarded the ferry. made looking out the window close to impossible. the light was just too much. realized i forgot the postcards that i got yesterday. hopefullly they don't get misplaced and i can get them another time. felt that the people sitting around me could tell that i was stoned. iwas holding onto this cup of coffee that was my breakfast. i felt like dougie jones from the newest season of twin peaks. how he was just going from place to place, clutching his cup of coffee not really doing anything. just existing. floating. that was me all the way to manhattan. i got on the one train, heading towards hell's kitchen. i missed my stop again. i didn't get sidetracked that much, though. i ate lunch at bareburger. decided to treat myself since this may well be the last time i go for the semester. i felt ridiculous while ordering. i fell asleep on the way back

i saw tori on the way back to campus. i was really thirsty but i never got around to drinking any water until eight at night. i should've done more work but i didn't. it's gonna snow tomorrow. sometimes it snows in april, i'm told. kaijah texted the group chat that we should listen to more britney spears, which i did. i need a haircut. my shoes should come in tomorrow. gonna get new socks if they do