i feel sluggish. and bloated. been like this for a few days now. maybe i should start running? i don't even i think i ate that much. could be the midday naps. i don't like being at these tech rehearsals. i didn't realize what i agreed to when i was asked something and didn't quite hear what was said

i've started leaving my phone in my room while i go out. i think it could help my posture. less looking down as i walk. felt weird to not have headphones in, or something in my pocket/hands. but i did enjoy it. picked up 'michigan' by sufjan stevens today. spun sides a and b before taking a nap. it sounded good. my speaker wobbles and scratches too much, but i have a couple weeks left and it't not that important of an issue right now. my presentation got postponed and i won't have to worry about that until monday. i do have an essay due on friday, which i will try to knock out tomorrow. might start on it tonight. i meant to email alejandro asking him if he had any sources, since the topic is adjacent to what he usually talks about, but i don't think i will. i just feel like he might be too busy. i was made vp of dps, among other things. we drafted a list of potential people who could join or whatever, but i am not particularly fond of any of them. not that i think they're bad people or anything, but i just am not really close to any of them. doesn't really matter though

i want to get my haircut tomorrow. might do that, but then it would take away from essay time. decisions...

kanye has been tweeting some maga stuff. it sucks. i was never the biggest kanye fan but that doesn't mean i can't recognize him having a fall from grace