had a dream, can't remember exactly what it was about, but i do remember waking up in my dream, and consequently waking up in real life, but i was frozen. pretty sure this was an episode of sleep paralysis

i went out to eat in norrsitown again with amanda, kim, and victoria. we had tried to go to a central american resteraunt but it was closed. or it appeared closed. we ate at a mexican place across the street. i got a torta, a taco, and horchata. came out to a little over fifteen dollars. gave a three dollar tip

stopped by a latino mini mart and found a tiger blanket. if it were a lion one i maybe would have bought it. got some candy instead

the world is against me. i forgot my sonic boom-toronto hat in the back of the uber. i should've just left it on my head, but for whatever reason, probably the universe's malevolence, and now i'm spiraling again. i really liked that hat at the music store doesn't sell them online. the uber guy wouldn't answer the phone. i filed a claim and am willing to pay fifteen dollars to get it back but if i don't get a call back within the next few days i'm booking a trip to toronto

i feel like i had some more things i wanted to write down here, but i'm too distressed by this hat thing right now

i shouldn't care about material things. i normally don't. but this hat brought me confort, i think. i'm sad