i'm in need of new shoes. at least i think i am. the shoes i currently wear, sambas, have become covered in glitter with this water-resistant adhesive. this product, i forget the name, used by artists for their brushes seems to work, but i'm not sure i'm willing to spend all that time removing glitter. especially considering how difficult it is to completely remove glitter, even without adhesive. i might have to buy a new pair of sambas, but i hate that with the recent surge in popularity for adidas, the price for a pair has gone from ~45$ to ~70$. I am considering getting some doc marten, but those are upwards of 100$ and i'm still unsure whether i actually want to undertaker that aesthetic or continue with my 3.5 year long trend of sambas. i feel the docs are a bit predictable. then again, so is getting sambas so what do i really stand for?

got my feelings hurt again, but it's okay. no one owes me anything!

inopportune time for that, though, considering i was already feeling the stirrings of desperation again. it won't help

working on a playlist that encapsulates that desperate feeling. will post it soon, probably

the tonya harding movie was good. strong performances. it stands as a testament to how badly men will fuck up a woman's career

i still owe this kid, saul, from my old school, a milkshake, but i don't think i will be able to get it to him tomorrow because of work. i might try next monday. would actually be good to be in that area, i can see a friend who graduated the year before me

i finally got around to messaging my airport friend again. she said she's flying out the 17th, which is the day i was gonna fly out. would've been very weird if we left the same day, from the same airport. can imagine the kind of planetary alignment required for us to take the same plane or trip to philly. doesn't matter cause it's not happening. she said she's working all weekend, but she "just might" try to make time to come see the harry potter show i'm helping put on. would be cool to see her and catch up, considering i haven't seen her since literally the day i got back from break. also hadn't messaged her cause i'm really bad at that too. well, i'm really bad at everything