i woke up around five in the morning and felt something under my back. i shifted myself in an attempt to make it go away, but when i did so, i felt a snap beneath me. i instantly feared it was my glassed. i slipped my hand and felt for the object. i felt my glasses, one lens in place, the other missing. felt around some more and discovered the frame snapped and it wasn't just a missing screw. i hate that the lens cost me 68$. i hate that my insurance doesn't cover anything i need it to. i hate that i can't function properly without them. i can see, sure, but i can't do anything that requires me to legitimately use my eyes

i went to the sundance theatre, err, the amc dine-in that replaced the sundance. well, not replaced, because the theatre is exactly the same, except for the amc branding. they also no longer carry st. arnold's root beer. i went to see call me by your name since it was one of the few movies from last year that i wanted to see. what drew me to the movie was that sufjan had two original songs in the soundtrack, and a remix of another older one. overall i think the movie was good. the gist of it was that love isn't real, or that you'll be let down in the end. that actually may not be the point of it, but that's what my cynical lens picked up. the most emotional i got was when sufjan's music played. i expected to cry, but i never quite got there. this makes me question why this movie and coco have the same rating, when clearly one was more emotionally demanding. i blame it on white critics, but can't do anything about it now. i recommend it, though i wouldn't watch it again for some time. also couldn't get armie hammer's role as the winklevoss twins from the social network (2010) out of my mind. i love that movie and kept imagining hammer would channel those characters, though he never did. really threw me for a loop

i ate a lot of pizza at franks. i am now that level of full where i'm in pain. i keep telling myself that i'll stop eating so much, but i continue to do so

it's been an exhausting week and i'm glad it's almost done. thought one of the cats had ran away, but he showed up half way through the day. it's five days into the new year and i haven't really done any reading. planet earth 2 is good, i recommend