oh god, i'm remembering how much i was talking last night. what i was saying. or may have said. giving people advice. oversharing myself. i, um, i regret that. i shouldn't have gotten as drunk as i did. or maybe i should've just left earlier. i introduced someone by the wrong name, multiple times, to their face. i feel like texting them to apologize, but that might be excessive. don't think they'd hold it against me. i mean, we sang sufjan while sitting on the ground towards the end. that's a sign of reconciliation, right? singing chicago? i think so

okay, my website works now. took some time to get it to work, but after watching like a youtube tutorial and reading through the instructions on github and some random guys medium post, i figured it out. right now it's bare. i want to put a picture. i might link my flickr again. havent uploaded pictures on that in a while. maybe i'll add some of the things i've written for my school newspaper. that seems fun. a little bit like, "oh that's for school it doesn't count" since its published by something i work on, but i don't see the need in me gatekeeping myself

there was supposed to be a strike yesterday. they cancelled last minute. german left the party early. i hope he didn't feel excluded since i got carried away with talking to others