saw more fireflies. didn't catch them. did catch a cicada that flew into the library. thought i was gonna save it from dying in the basement, but then i decided to gift it to someone who needs bugs for a class their taking. which means, ultimately, that cicada will die. and that i only delayed it's death. it's probably gonna get drowned in some sort of preserving solution, so i may have sentenced it to a worse death. i don't know how an insects body reacts when drowned, but i know the way the human body handles it is terrifying. now i feel a little bad. i'll just sleep it off

there were two instances today where i had flashback in like my mouth. the flashbacks were of the taste if soylent. which is gross. i don't want these to keep happening

wismer has started to portion control some of the food and it's creating this dirty plate mess. i guess they're doing it to prevent students from wasting food by taking more than they need, but it's annoying that i only get like two pieces of vegetable pot stickers on a tiny plate and have to keep going back for more or try and juggle multiple plates in my hands. i also don't like the changes they've made to the breakfast sandwiches in the morning. it's not the same. this focus on presentation isn't cutting it for me

need more seltzer options on campus