i drunkenly made plans to go to a mexican independence say festival at penn's landing, so i did that today. i ignored to commitments that i had, but didn't realize. regardless, i don't regret my decision cause it was fun. i went with kim and amanda. there were lot's of vendors in tents, which were charging kinda ridiculous prices for things, but we figured that they need to pay rent and these kinds of things have to do well in order for them to keep happening. also the people working the outdoor grills are really putting themselves through hell, so i didn't mind the prices for the food that much

there was a spinning wheel at the bimbo tent and while in line i kept joking about how mad i would be if i spun the thing and got glasses or a pen as the prize. when i did spin it, it landed on prize two, which was a pen. i spoke it into existence

i'm gonna be back in center city tuesday. i have that car seat headrest show finally. gonna see kayla and sarah for the first time in months

felt some existential dread when riding on the train. just overlooking the houses in west philly. felt like nothing i do matters and all that dumb stuff. the feeling passed after twenty minutes

i got more drunk lat night that i have in a while. i feel like i say that to myself each time i drink more than four beers or something. i'm a lightweight. cause i don't drink too much too often. which is fine. makes life cheaper. still, was drunk and hanging out with friends. kept doing a neat little party trick, which i fear i'm gonna start doing all the time for a few weeks or something. i liked hanging out in todd with julia, colin, jamie, and others. some voiced their gripes about other people. i live for tea! (just kidding)