when did everyone start caring about sneakers? i feel like a three or four years ago no one really cared, but now it seems like that's at the forefront of like, fashion. maybes it's because i've gotten older, and so has everyone i associate with. and part of getting older is liking shoes(?). i've been pretty content with the few pairs that i own. i haven't owned more than three at a time. but everyone i know seems to own at least five, i feel. which is odd. why do you need so many? i've never understood fashion. maybe this is just a symptom of that. like, there are cool shoes that i would like to own, but to keep buying shoes when i know i have enough is weird. i'll never understand!

wow, exactly one month until the graduation ceremony. less than a month til the semester ends. crazy

i haven't had a nose bleed this year, which is strange. last year i had many. whe i woke up today, i decided to clean my ears. i cleaned my right one and then my left. after cleaning my left, i saw blood on the qtip. i realized that for some reason, my ear had been beleeding. not a lot to the point where my blanket is stained. it also wasn't from too long ago, since it was still a little wet and not dried up. maybe i scratched the inside of my ear too hard? maybe my eardrum burst? someone said it could be a blood disease or issue. i think it's just my body trying to push blood out of me, and since my nose has refused it so far, it had to find a new way

this lady came to speak about her experience as an immigrant today and i kinda almost fell asleep during it. closer to the end ad during the qna but still. i don't really feel bad about it actually

finally responded to some emails today

it's gotten warmer. and it'll be even warmer tomorrow. i need to shower. i need to borrow some 'formal' clothes from someone, since i don't own any. not sure what i'm gonna do about the shoes. it's been six days since i returned the shoes. four if you only count business days. i also need a haricut. i'm paying taxes tomorrow. i don't want to spend anymore money. i don't want to make anymore money. i don't think i like indian food. dilver said you can't have sex after eating indian food. i hope i get this job in the library next semester. i need to see when an application is due. i need to look into more things. i need to stop wasting time playing tf2. i should start sleeping a lot earlier. i