i'm debating buying a ticket to the wicca phase spring eternal show in houston on may 12. i fly back that day and will be getting into iah at around 8:20, twenty minutes after the show has started. there's two openers, so i assume he doens't go on until closer to ten, but i can't be sure. i haven't been to the satellite bar in a while, if ever, but most venues have hour blocks for the setting up, performance, and packing up of performers. i guess i could make it in time, like, to the satelllite by 10, but in the event his show starts earlier, i've already missed it. also don't know if my mother would be down to drive me there just as i get back. going to think about this some more for the next few days

asos finally refunded me for the wrong shoes they sent me

i spiraled the other night. i'm worrying about some stuff that there's no use troubling myself about. i trust that it'll sort itself out. it has in the past. but knowing that doesn't make it any less stressful. i'm not feeling hopeless yet, which is good. but i don't think that sentiments is too far away

got my first rejection from an online litmag today!